Proust Questionairre

Your favorite virtue: that I can find the good and people and remind them of it when they feel down.
The principal aspect of my personality: a bluntness of truth, I am willing to tell you what I think directly upon meeting you but it's how you treat me that I will either withhold or spill everything
Your favorite qualities in a man: trustworthiness, intellect, humor, a heart, sweetness.
The quality that I desire in a man: humor intellect confidence and trust
Your chief characteristic: a need for balance (is that a characterisitic?)
What I appreciate most about my friends: their understanding of my ridiculous humor.

My main fault: dishonesty, i think i lie about little things too much.
My favorite occupation: writing, creating, screenwritting
Your idea of happiness: this is going to be long be prepared, married living in LA or an outskirt of with my husband (shia labeouf, jk I wish) maybe a kid depending on what year it is :) and i want to be writing in my free time and teaching in my other time :) i guess it's not going to be that long.
My dream of happiness: married to Shia Labeouf, with a kid on the way writing screenplays for a living.

Your idea of misery: living alone for the rest of my life.
What would be my greatest misfortune? Probably not experiencing everything that I've wanted to throughout my whole life.
If not yourself, who would you be? I'd want the body of megan fox with the heart of angelina jolie the voice and class of audrey hepburn the skills of julia roberts and the writing talents of woody allen, ernest hemingway, f. scott fitzgerald and john steinbeck
What I should like to be: a talented, beautiful , beloved person.
Where would you like to live? West Coast East Coast transient. I'm either living in LA or living in NYC either way I'm in a busy place if not there I want to live in one of those nice country areas of like Alabama or Georgia or even North Carolina.
The country where I should like to live: I kind of want to live in Angola because it's between Spain and France.
Your favourite colour and flower-
My favourite colour: purple , Royal Purple
The flower that I like: stargazer lily's, and pure white daisies
My favorite bird: I think peacocks are beautiful
My favorite prose authors: Ernest Hemmingway, John Steinbeck, F. Scott Fitzgerald, etc.
My favorite poets: Pablo Neruda

Your favorite heroes in fiction: Edward Cullen?... duh. lol no I love Nick from Great Gatsby and Gatsby of course but then I also love Mr. Darcy from Pride and Prejudice
Your favorite heroines in fiction : Elizabeth Bennet, Ali from the Notebook
My favorite composers: Devotchka, Beethoven
My favorite painters: Leonardo DaVinci
My heroes in real life: my family and various actors and actress'

Your favorite heroines in real life: no joke besides my mother grandmother and sisters, Angelina Jolie the woman is amazing she's a mother and an advocate for world health.
What characters in history do you most dislike: I hated Daisy from Great Gatsby I wanted to rip her face off for being such a materialistic idiot and living in a denial of innocence.
My heroines in history: Amelia Earhart for flying like no woman had before.
Your favorite food and drink: i love lemonade and tea :), food: sushi, chinese food, carne asada fries, fried fish, steamed brocoli, celery & peanut butter, pb sandwiches
Your favorite names: girls: Audrey, Leila, Charlotte, Daniella, grace, aiden, cory, emma, abigail, Mia, Amelia. Boys: Adam, Aiden, Oliver, Jacob, Jeremy, Taylor, Wesley, Jonathan, Conor, Patrick
What I hate the most: people who do not hold doors open for others.
What I hate most of all: rudeness in general all the people who just feel better and supremacist over others
World history characters I hate the most: Hitler, that's kind of a duh situation.
Historical figures that I despise the most: George W. Bush, for being an ignorant idiot when it came to controlling how the u.s. interacted with other countries why or how.
The reform I admire the most: The movement against segregation by MLKjr. it was the first step towards human equality.
The reform which I admire the most: the movement against proposition 8 against the deterioration of love amongst all people accepted in the court of law.
The natural talent I'd like to be gifted with: music reading and playing anything i touch :) piano violin chello etc.
The gift of nature that I would like to have: being able to grow things easily a green thumb or be able to speed up or literally SLOW TIME down. so that I can make the best moments seem so much longer.

How I wish to die: old happy loved and improved
How I want to die: old improved and loved
What is your present state of mind: sleepy, hopeful and a bit creative :)
For what fault have you most toleration: my saying "like" like like" all the time
Faults for which I have the most indulgence: saying "like" and then "like"
Your favorite motto: thou mayest
My motto: learn to love and love to learn

Inside the Actors Studio

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thank you for this

wow shela thank you for this song. I forgot about it completely.

"Dreams" by The Cranberries

:) so cute, this song is like the perfect "First Kiss" song. :)

oh lego's you still have the same effect as the real picture :)

sorry i just heard the song and wanted to post some stuff. SHELA CALL ME :)

the dust has settled

things are getting easier around here. I slept in today ... okay slept in is an understatement I slept half my day away I didn't physically remove myself from sleep until 12:45 that's a new record considering that I'm not even sick. Althought I think the big problem with my sleeping was all due to a tanktop i was wearing to bed which had a high effect on strangulating my chest. NEVER A GOOD THING.



Anyways, I'm writing because I dearly miss my friend Shela! so girl if you are free on Friday or Saturday let me know I'd be happy to shoot out to Fashion or Mission valley and do a little shopping or even go to Horton downtown just let me know. so here's my blog dedicated to Shela it's a little late but still at least I did one :)





the gorgeous girl on the left is the one this blog is about :).

Shela Tat

Shel-ma-belle (p.s. new nickname!), tatters, tat, Shelllll, SheVamp lol.
Okay so Shela I haven't known you that long but we are still so close you talk me through my meltdowns my breakdowns and you lift me up to make me feel better as well as making me feel as if i am worth something when I don't feel like i'm worth the gum in the gutter. You keep on pressing me to strive for something more and to work harder towards my goal because you believe in me and it means so much to me. you are a beautiful person with an even more beautiful soul and to top it all off you are a SASS BUCKET of laughs and cheer. I know I don't say it enough but I totally love you girl you definetly know how to make me cheer the hell up and how to get me through a lot of hard times and that's something I'll always need so in that sense I will always need you .

"You're all I need to get by, aah (you're all I need)(You're all) like sweet mornin' dew(I need) I took one look at you(To get by) and it was plain to see(Aah) you were my destiny" - Marvin Gaye :)

enjoy my love :)

i'll see you soon :))

how it went

So as you could probably guess I put off telling my mom my grades for a while.
When i finally told her you would have thought I handed her a paper that said
F
F
F
F
F
and your daughter is on academic probation but we aren't going to give her a second chance because she is to dumb to even be in this school so she needs to go to a community college.

As you know from my last post that isn't the case at all, and yet same reaction.
"what you don't even have a 3.5 you are arguing with me that you have a 3.01 natasha!"
"mom its a 3.01 accumulative off of all the grades i got all year and the transfer credits I got from Point Loma"
"I can't believe you are trying to argue with me that you dont have a 3.5"

she goes out and talks to my sister and my sister asks "what was her gpa for the semester"
I say "3.47"
noelle (my sis) says "that's significantly better then last semester"

my mom doesn't care keeps yelling.
i go to my room and say something i shouldn't have needed to say but shouldn't have said my mom of course hears it. and of course she hears it incorrectly and then she comes in my room and says she never wants me to speak to her again.

end of story.

so that's that. oh well. not much i can do about that...