Saturday, April 18, 2009
Bella Luna-a-a-a
English 260 - B + (87.9)
Comm 103- A- (91.2) * I filled in my scores for stuff that I dont know and I gave myself 5 points off on each thing that it was so that I was fair so this may also be a B+
Anthropolgy- A- (92.9) ** pending that I do a blood donation and that Blackboard eventually adds my 40 points that it currently isn't counting
European Studies- A+ (95.96)
ASL - B+ (88.8889) for some reason I have a B .. maybe it's because Franco doesn't want to show preferential treatment. jk.
haha Well yeah so right now I'm on my way to having all A's basically which is good that'll get my mom off my back.
I have one more chance to take the Permit test. I know i can pass it and I will so that's fine.
in other news, I've been writing many different stories all random and all differently conceptualized.
Currently writing:
Seven Deadly Sins - This story/ short story/ possible novel was inspired by Shela T. my good friend and editing confidant, one day I will be sending her my manuscripts first and hope she doesn't Stephenie Meyer any of it and make me not publish something ( I am referring to Midnight Sun lol) Anyways this story is about 7 sisters all of which were cursed with the seven various sins after their father makes a deal with an old hag/witch for a life full of riches... wow me writing that little sentence just made me want to delete all that i have written and write something differently. lol that's wierd. hold on let me make that a note in the document....alright so anyways. The story centers around the seven girls and their stories but it's through the eyes of the youngest sister named Lissy who is the sin of Lust. if your intersted in reading the chapters and such let me know when i get more into it I'll send 'em your way :)
Random POV book: this one im not to sure i think i want to do a Nick and Norah styled book where things hop back and forth because I think that's fun I just don't know where any of this would go.
Devil Wears Prada Meets 27 Dresses Meets Series of Unfortunate Events: This one is a little more wierd. I am trying to write an unfortunate love story involving a girl who is new to Chicago and is trying to fit in with her co-workers who are complete opposites of her while trying not to fall in love with her boss who ends up needing her to be a surrogate type mom for his kid and all sorts of stuff. idk.
The Forgotten: which is a story I've been working on the longest about a girl named Charlotte who is in a car accident and is taken in by a kind woman who has some baggage herself and she meets a guy and there is a killer on the loose it's all kinda twisted and crazy but fun:)
An Episode of Bones for Daniella: my friend Daniella and I are huge fans of the show Bones on Fox it's really good but daniella and I secretly want to be on the show all the time so i'm writing us an episode :) its kinda fun. there are like a few of the actors that are super cute that i have to figure out how she or I will end up with one of them. idk. but yeah :) it's fun it'd be sick to one day like intern in the writing offices at fox... i wonder if my sister knows anything about that .. hmmmmmmm
:)
anyways im going to ZUMBA tomorrow at my aunts gym or at least I'm supposed to so i should probably crash now and wake up at like 8 tomorrow :).. i woke up at like 6:40 a.m today and was like damn... really? then i woke up at 9 it was odd.
well goodnight my loves enjoy this wierd and random post.
the bella luna thing is from a Jason Mraz song i love him.
and John Mayer... yessum sir.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Today I learned
"I do not get along with my mother"
in sign language.
Franco asked "who do you not get along with?" Obviously he didn't mean for it to be a very personal question but he didn't mean to not get an answer.
I said "my mom"
he laughed.
i laughed.
he said " I can tell"
he's more perceptive then half the people in my life and he can't even hear me bitch and complain about her. why couldn't i have met him so many years ago and known that there was this whole other world where peolpe are so much more open honest and sweet.
he apologized and said he didn't mean to hurt my feelings or get me upset, he was more worried about upsetting me then finding out why we don't get along... that's a first.
If i would have met him 4 years ago maybe i could have had a shot but then again i would have been 14 and 14 year olds aren't that attractive. :P
going to work . for my 3-cl shift. i look forward to the day i can drive myself away from this house and never come back.
still wishing i had met him earlier... damn that boy is cute :) lol .
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Caved In
You can blame my obsession with knowledge :)
shortest post ever.
Friday, April 10, 2009
The Pro's and Con's of Breathing
So i'm going to make a pro-con list for these two people and I want you my readers and followerd to help me decide okay?
Pro- Con List for Person A:
+ is also an english major
+ tall
+ handsome
- ridiculously shy
- lives far away when not in school
+ is close to his family
- may transfer schools
+ very attractive
+ loves poetry and writing and english related topics
Pro-Con List for Person B:
+ very sweet
+ has a great sense of humor
-/+ lives at a distance but is willing to drive to see me.
- ( i am not) physically attracted to him
+ loves music
- sometimes will not listen
+ makes me feel better
- kinda cocky
so there is what i can currently think of I'm sure im leaving stuff out but off of A and B who is better?
some of you may know either of these people but I doubt it but still just make A DECISION because I can't.
Thursday, April 9, 2009
a poem?
"If I were to write and never end
I could never tell you the pain I've felt,
the hunger I've had
the love I've lost and spent.
If I were to sing and never stop
the world would spin on my fingertips
as I tried to explain you and me.
If I were to paint a single picture
of what my heart looks like
your eyes your lips your ears your nose
would take the shape of every stroke.
My art is my life my life is nothing
but words, songs and pictures
but they'd be nothing
without the words I've read
from fantasy to scripture.
I'll try to write, paint and sing
but without you my love they will cease to mean a thing."
tell me what you think I need some feedback even if its bad and yes i realize there is no sign of a rhyme scheme thi sis much more freee flowing. :)
Monday, April 6, 2009
Experiences..
Someone has asked me the question before if i think the mind and body are seperate from eachother or if they are one, it's a philosophical question meant to make you think about people being either solely of mind or of body or if they all must work together.
Anatomically we all know that the body can't function without the brains original motion, me typing this blog isn't possible without the communication between my mind and my body but at the same time I can't help but think that they are seperate, there are times when your body tells you what it wants without being able of being interpreted by your mind. Those magnetic pulls that you get between you and another person, please realize I am writing this as I watch one of my favorite paranormal shows, Paranormal State. This show is based off of a group of students from Penn State University who travel across the country travelling to the homes of various American citizens who suffer from paranormal activity that they currently live in fear of or are experiencing and don't understand.
Anyways back as I was saying philosophically speaking people don't philosophize enough in this world. Do me a favor watch this video : (credit to my friend SeanPhenomenon for having it first)
Bathtub IV from Keith Loutit on Vimeo.
So watch that and try and tell me that you don't feel small, that is real video not some little animated thing with clay or anything. It's a specific way of filming called Tilt Shift, and it's intense I left sean a comment saying that this video made me realize maybe we are all just in God's bathtub kicking it from time to time.
Let me know what you think philosophize if you can :)
Friday, April 3, 2009
100x
5 LASTS:
1. Last beverage : Arizona Lemon Tea
2. Last phone call : Gabby/ Jacob
3. Last text message : "Goodmorning girl" - Scott
4. Last song you listened to : "Why Don't You Call Me" by Alicia Keys
5. Last time you cried : Wednesday when i failed my test... twice.
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dropped your phone in the toilet : no but I have dropped it in the sink when it had water in it but it was totally fine.
7. Depended on someone : I depend on my mom to drive me to the trolley and work and everywhere which is a crying shame. I depend on my friends to support me in decisions i make, if i didn't depend on people I dont think that'd be very good.
8. Dated someone : Yes, and sometimes it worked sometimes it didn't.
9. Been cheated on : yes.
10. Kissed someone & regretted it :yes his name is/was Zach... i regret it because now i have to see him every once in a blue moon.
11. Been in love: Can't say that I have...because i don't think i even understand that feeling
12. Been depressed : For Sure.. i mean i am a teenager.
13. Been dumped : Yes, recently too.
LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
14. Purple
15. Cerulean (or Electric Blue)
16. Dark Gray (slate gray)
17. Black
HAVE YOU IN THE PAST 15 YEARS:
18. Made new friends : of course.. i've been making new friends since i was 1.
19. Fallen out of love : with bands .. i can only love them for so long.
20. Laughed until you cried : my sister noelle can make me do that in an instant it's kinda embarassing.
21. Met someone who changed you : I've met people who have inspired me and i've met people who have changed the way i think and i've met people who try to change me but i change under my own choice.
22. Found out who your true friends were : yeah i'd say that's happened a few times.
23. Found out someone was talking about you : Yes, and i find something out like that almost everyday.
24. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : on my top friends list on my myspace.. NO. on My facebook out of all of my friends no.. or well yeah but not intimately.
RANDOM QUESTIONS:
25. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life : Most of them.
26. How many kids do you want to have : I want to have 3 or 4 kids, but I also want to be a registered foster parent for kids 7 and up, hopefully end up adopting a few of them. All kids need is love and guidance.
27. Do you have any pets : I have two dogs, Petey and Pennie they are jack russell terriers and are super CUTE :)
28. Do you want to change your name : I still think if my parents would have named me Mia i would have been a completely different person but I like my name. not saying I wont use Mia for one of my own kids I love that name and Abby. ( IM GOING to do a blog of baby names i like. )
29. What did you do for your last birthday : Dinner with the family at my house, and then dinner with my girls at cheesecake factory for some fun.
30. What time did you wake up today : 7:50 i had to go to work at 9 and i needed to get read so .. yeah. 7:50
31. What were you doing at midnight last night : talking to Jacob on the phone and reading blogs/ looking at different comedians online.
32. Name something you CANNOT wait for : pay check on sunday, the day i meet r-patz and the day i can be free.
33. Last time you saw your father : This morning.
34. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : If only I could read minds.
35. What are you listening to right now : Saturday in the Park by Chicago live on the Craig Ferguson show.
36. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : I've talked to Tom Delonge before from Blink 182
37. What's getting on your nerves right now : being sleepy but not tired, and this stupid virus that is attacking my computer
38. Most visited webpage : facebook,myspace, youtube and perezhilton (the source)
ABOUT YOU:
39. What’s your real name : Natasha
40.Nicknames : Tash, tasha, ta-ta, tana
41. Relationship Status : Single.
42. Zodiac sign : Libra, Horse
43. Male or female or transgender : Female
44. Elementary : Loma Portal
45. Middle School : Dana/ Steven V. Correia
46. High school : Point Loma
47. Hair color : Brown and a little blonde.
48. Long or short : Long
49. Height : 5'9”
50. Do you have a crush on someone : i usually do.
52: What do you like about yourself : I know how to cheer people up.
53. Piercings : just my ears.
54. Tattoos : None, yet. I am planning on getting my wrist foot and neck done dome time soon though.
55. Righty or lefty : Righty.
FIRSTS :
56. First love : I wouldn't know.
57. First piercing : Ears at 6 month old.
58. First best friends : Kelly Jane
59. First sport you joined : Softball
60. First pet : Princes.. or maybe the birds.. i can't remember i was really little.
61. First vacation : San Francisco I was 8 months old.
62. First concert : Christina Aguilera when I was 10.
63. First crush : David Lockwood when I was 8.
RIGHT NOW:
64. Eating : nothing.
65. Drinking : agua.
66. I'm about to : go take out my contacts they are kinda bothering me.
67. Listening to : the hum of my laptop working hard.
68. Waiting for : the world to change.
YOUR FUTURE :
69. Want kids : YES of course i do.
70. want to get married : Of course.
71. Careers in mind : Teaching, ASL Interpreter, Writer or Photographer
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? :
72. Lips or eyes : Eyes, I like them pretty.
73. Hugs or kisses : it's a specific kiss. a kiss on the forehead makes me melt.
74. Shorter or taller : Taller please.
75. Older or Younger : OLDER. younger boys... just. ergh..
76. Romantic or spontaneous : I like spontanaity.
77. Nice stomach or nice arms : Definitely arms, better to hold me with.
78. Sensitive or loud : Sensitive.
79. Hook-up or relationship : Relationship. Because i'm really sick of all this non-sense i've been dealing wiht.
80. Trouble maker or hesitant : I do like the hesistant type of guy because i think it's adorable if a guy is nervous to try and kiss me. I can not stand the guys who think they are going to get exactly what they want when they want it .. it kinda makes me want to punch them in the face.
HAVE YOU EVER :
81. Kissed a stranger : yes.
82. Dined & Dashed : No
83. Lost glasses/contacts : yes
84. Sex on first date : nope.
85. Broken someone's heart : can't say that i have.
86. Had your own heart broken : yeah.
87. Been arrested : i've been told to sit in the back of a police car but they didn't arrest me.
88. Turned someone down : yeah, but i try to do it very very nicely.
89. Cried when someone died : yes everytime even if i wasn't that close to them.
90. Liked a friend that was a girl? : as my bestie and loverr of all time. yeah i love/like most of my friends.. just not in a romantic way.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
91. Yourself : no.
92. Miracles : Yes.
93. Love at first sight : I believe in LUST at first sight, you think that guys all cute and you kinda want to talk to him but that's it.
94. Heaven : yes.
95. Santa Claus : no.
96. Kiss on the first date : it better be an AMAZING DATE.
97. Angels : yes.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
98. Is there one person you want to be with right now : yeah :(.
99. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time : no, but i have been one of the 2 or 3 girlfriends before.
100. Posting this as 100 Truths : how bout 100x which means 100 times. 100 TIMES i told the truth and didn't lie?
Thursday, April 2, 2009
One Check One Love....
I am a huge fan of musicians from underground areas places like waco,texas and that type of thing but recently everyone that's coming out of the woodworks sound all the same.
I suggest to all of you reading that you check out a girl named Anuhea (a-new-hey-ya), she's from Maui and she's actually a friend of mines sister and she's very talented.
www.myspace.com/anuheajams
I also adore when people can cover a band or a song and it comes out just as good or better. Here are some videos of covers that I love the most.
And guess what? I know that girl! That's my friend Shela from Ben and Jerry's down in Sea Port holla at my girl she's got some pipes. :) , she sings so beautifully I keep telling her she needs to do a special cover just for me of some MJ or maybe some Alicia Keys.... Speaking of Ms. Keys..
So yeah. That's reallllly good, i love that song it's so perfect and speaks to the plight of men and women in relationships everywhere. If you've seen the movie He's Just Not That Into You or if you've read that : "If he's not calling you, he's just not that into you." True true true. That's why I don't mess with them punks no more :)
now heres an MJ cover by some filipino's. Seanphenomenon i think you'll enjoy this.
So hopefully you enjoyed this multi-media blog. I love all of these videos i think i'm going to watchthem another 20 million times.
the way you make me feel it really turns me on you knock me off my feet my lonely days are gone.... :)



