Catalyst a different word for change.
I sat back on life today and looked at all that I have, a house, a car (soon), a boyfriend and a job that i like... usually. I felt thankful but sad because I take such great advantage of these things as if it were easy and that everyone has these things and they don't.
My boyfriend treats me amazingly well we talk about the future like it's happening the next day we talk about everything and anything. My favorite thing about him is his sense of humor and goofy nature. I am a good as anyone who knows me longer then 5 minutes knows about my demeanor. I can honestly say that this is different that this was a change from what I had expected completely. He is adorable and sweet and kind, and I haven't been this happy in a long time.
About my car : "This week it'll get done" is how my dad put it. So supposedly I 'll get it by the end of this week :) Yay. Still no license but the car and license go hand in hand because they are getting my car so that I can drive it during the test for my license.
But that's my update on how everything is changing and I don't mind because I have everything I need and more :) <3 natashap.
Monday, August 24, 2009
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Blog Award : From Shela - Losing My MarblesRules: 1) List 5 obsessions
2) pass it on to 5 bloggers.
Wow I was just given this and I'm already breaking a rule, I dont even know 5 people on Blogger to pass this on to. :(.. I need to get out into the blogging world a little more. Which brings me to my obsessions.
1. Perezhilton.com : Let's get serious ladies this is THEE site for all gossip in hollywood every rumor is written on this page and every lie is plastered as truth along it's walls while still keeping a comedic humor of coke dripping noses and fake peens across the screen. Perez (Mario) Hilton, the Queen of Gossip and a man who stands up for his beliefs while also tilting a hat towards worthwhile causes when he can, started this website at a West Hollywood CoffeeBean at 3 in the morning. I go to him for my R-Patz addiction and for the random blurbs about Shia LaBeouf :) love.
2. Jeff Buckley's "Hallelujah" : for some god forsaken reason this song is sticking in my head and ringing truer and truer in my ears each day. I worry that one of these days it'll be put in a movie and plastered all over the world again with millions of teenies only having that song by him on their ipods.. LAME. And yet the lyrics.. so good:
"Well Your faith was strong but you needed proof You saw her bathing on the roof Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you she tied you to her kitchen chair And she broke your throne and she cut your hair And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah "
I have the shivers just reading it. :]
3. Picture Perfect Website : Normally if I want random but inspiring pictures I will go to flickr until I found this perfect website that doesn't get updated very much but every couple of days I check back in the website is http://causehabits.tumblr.com/ I've gotten so many things from there that just inspire the writer in me. Which is probably why my drafts file keeps growing while my progressed storyline file stays the same on my laptop... I really should be writing more often. Here is one of my favorite pictures from the site :
4. TCM & AMC tv channels: Black and White Classics... WHY ELSE? I saw my first Barbra Stanwyck movie on TCM when i was like 11, and I've loved Black and Whites ever since then. Besides the standard Breakfast at Tiffany's I've always loved the old classics something that I know I got from my grandmother and something I hope to keep with me for as long as I can. AMC has one of my favorite shows Mad Men which is about the Advertisement Guys back in the late 50's and Early 60's the reason I love this show is because of the little annecdotes my mom would tell my sisters and I about my grandmothers office when she was a secretary and that it was exactly as the show plays it out. Including the high-ball drinks at 11 in the morning and pregnant women smoking on the regular. :O ridic. :]
5. Daisy by Marc Jacobs : my perfume. The most delicious smell the one thing my boyfriend can never pinpoint as what drives him crazy about me... okay and I'm listening to Pandora so I'm splitting 5 it will be shared with this amazing COVER of "Only You" by Joshua Radin which is originally sang by Yaz. :] that song makes me so happy :] yes I'm a nerd.
I wish I could pass this on to other people but I don't know other bloggers. I guess it stops with me ? ... lame :[.
Goodnight Blogger world I am sleepy and have work early in the morning k? l.o.v.e. Natasha P.
Sunday, August 2, 2009
When a Survey Takes Over
1. Where are you and what are you doing right this moment? In my room on my bed, blogging it up.
2. Are you listening to anything? "Iron Man" by Black Sabbath
3. What are 5 things that you can grab from where you're sitting? No cheating! Cellphone, digital camera, my course catalog for school, my now empty waterbottle, glasses case.
4. Do you have any celebrity crushes right now? Always, Shia LaBeouf ... yummm
5. Would you ever get Botox? No because i just picture looking like Joan Rivers all the time and that's horrifying.
6. What do you look for in a guy/girl? Someone who is sweet and kind. A guy who has his own friends and priorities and isn't looking to tag along on mine :)
7. What draws your eye out when you meet someone? Their smile and where they look when they talk to me.
8. Do you like cologne? yeah my dad's is really good and my boyfriends is nice.
9.What's your favorite scent? Chocolate Chip Cookies fresh baked or for perfumes my mom's Charlamagne is pretty but i love my Daisy by Mark Jacobs
10. Do you have a usual regimen for your skin or do you like to try everything out? umm... Soap and Water. Sometimes i use this Neutrogena blackhead mask and then I use those blackhead nose strips :)
11. What is a little known fact about you? I like anime, like the little t.v. shows... it's strange but i totally can sit and watch it but it has to be about like a girl and boy in love or something and omg... i love the show Airbender :)
12.Would you do Katy Perry? She's super pretty so maybe but i dont think i could get her.
13. Are you lesbian or bisexual? no, I find females fascinating and amazing at all that they can do and be but I'm not attracted to females.
14. What do you think about Carrie Prejean? I can't stand her, because even after she spoke her own personal opinion she went on her own personal vendetta to use her popularity to further pursue an anti-gay message across the world. I have too many gay friends that I can't wait to be the Aunties of their kids because in my head she just told millions of men and women with their partners that their love isn't equal to the love she shares with someone of the opposite sex. I can't tell someone they aren't allowed to be as happy as I am or the people around me are when they are in love and married. I just can't.
15.What's your shoe size? 9.5 - 10
16.Who's your dream bachelor? Shia Labeouf, he's gorgeous and funny and kinda rich now. lol. I like him because he's kinda different he has faults and he admits them he's a bit damaged and i like it. but I have a boy so im happy :)
17.What's an extravagance that's a must in your makeup bag? anything that has the words SEPHORA typed across the front because Sephora aint cheap :/
18.Beers or martinis? Beer please, una cerveza. I like mexican beers but i don't mind a good heiniken or bud light :)
19.What's a trend that you want to try out this season? the shirt dress combo thing..?... does that make sense.
20. Are you falling in love with someone? No comment, it's too early for that question.
21. How do you feel about push-ups bras? If i could wear them I'd probably like them but push these puppies up too much you get a 4 letter word thrown at you alot.
22.What are your plans for the next year? get license, get straight A's this semester, start searching for an apartment for 3 chicas :) me bri and shela :)
23. Put your Ipod on shuffle, play a song and pause at 0:23. What are the lyrics? "well summers lasted longer than they normally do and nothing really mattered except for me to be with you"
24.What's your favorite shade of nail polish? a dark royal purple
25.Who is your favorite book or author? Jane Austen & John Steinbeck & Hemingway & Fitzgerald
2. Are you listening to anything? "Iron Man" by Black Sabbath
3. What are 5 things that you can grab from where you're sitting? No cheating! Cellphone, digital camera, my course catalog for school, my now empty waterbottle, glasses case.
4. Do you have any celebrity crushes right now? Always, Shia LaBeouf ... yummm
5. Would you ever get Botox? No because i just picture looking like Joan Rivers all the time and that's horrifying.
6. What do you look for in a guy/girl? Someone who is sweet and kind. A guy who has his own friends and priorities and isn't looking to tag along on mine :)
7. What draws your eye out when you meet someone? Their smile and where they look when they talk to me.
8. Do you like cologne? yeah my dad's is really good and my boyfriends is nice.
9.What's your favorite scent? Chocolate Chip Cookies fresh baked or for perfumes my mom's Charlamagne is pretty but i love my Daisy by Mark Jacobs
10. Do you have a usual regimen for your skin or do you like to try everything out? umm... Soap and Water. Sometimes i use this Neutrogena blackhead mask and then I use those blackhead nose strips :)
11. What is a little known fact about you? I like anime, like the little t.v. shows... it's strange but i totally can sit and watch it but it has to be about like a girl and boy in love or something and omg... i love the show Airbender :)
12.Would you do Katy Perry? She's super pretty so maybe but i dont think i could get her.
13. Are you lesbian or bisexual? no, I find females fascinating and amazing at all that they can do and be but I'm not attracted to females.
14. What do you think about Carrie Prejean? I can't stand her, because even after she spoke her own personal opinion she went on her own personal vendetta to use her popularity to further pursue an anti-gay message across the world. I have too many gay friends that I can't wait to be the Aunties of their kids because in my head she just told millions of men and women with their partners that their love isn't equal to the love she shares with someone of the opposite sex. I can't tell someone they aren't allowed to be as happy as I am or the people around me are when they are in love and married. I just can't.
15.What's your shoe size? 9.5 - 10
16.Who's your dream bachelor? Shia Labeouf, he's gorgeous and funny and kinda rich now. lol. I like him because he's kinda different he has faults and he admits them he's a bit damaged and i like it. but I have a boy so im happy :)
17.What's an extravagance that's a must in your makeup bag? anything that has the words SEPHORA typed across the front because Sephora aint cheap :/
18.Beers or martinis? Beer please, una cerveza. I like mexican beers but i don't mind a good heiniken or bud light :)
19.What's a trend that you want to try out this season? the shirt dress combo thing..?... does that make sense.
20. Are you falling in love with someone? No comment, it's too early for that question.
21. How do you feel about push-ups bras? If i could wear them I'd probably like them but push these puppies up too much you get a 4 letter word thrown at you alot.
22.What are your plans for the next year? get license, get straight A's this semester, start searching for an apartment for 3 chicas :) me bri and shela :)
23. Put your Ipod on shuffle, play a song and pause at 0:23. What are the lyrics? "well summers lasted longer than they normally do and nothing really mattered except for me to be with you"
24.What's your favorite shade of nail polish? a dark royal purple
25.Who is your favorite book or author? Jane Austen & John Steinbeck & Hemingway & Fitzgerald
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