Bad Idea #2 listening to Muse while writing this I just keep toe tapping and that's bad.
Bad Idea #3 dating a guy in a band that is going on tour in 2 weeks oh and playing a show on my birthday...
okay well it's not that bad of idea just really terrible circumstances. Anyways hello blogger.
I slightly missed you. Actually this is untrue I actually thought of posting in you plenty of times but couldn't think of anything to write. So I'm going to write my troubles in here...
1. I have no time for anything
2. My boyfriend is missing my birthday.
3. I dont even want to have a birthday party because I wouldn't be able to have EVERYONE I WANT there.
4. School is getting slightly overwhelming, I need to focus more.
Thinking of that list gives me a headache here's a picture of Shia La Beouf to make me feel better....
okay much better.Anyways, so my birthday is coming up I want to do something big to commemorate me turning 19 so I was thinking tattoo with my best friend but she is unsure because it's like a huge thing and on top of that it has to be somewhere unseen and where she wants to get it i don't feel comfortable getting it there but anyways we want to get a peace heart. just draw a heart on a piece of paper then put the crows feet (peace symbol) inside the heart that's what I'm getting.
But what I really want to get is an exclamation point ! on my right wrist as a little reminder to speak out. :) I'm a nerd.
Heres a list of the tattoo's I want actually with explanations after.....
1. Cherry Blossom + Thou Mayest on my left wrist.
2. my dad's cross and rings on my foot with chain around my ankle.
3. my exclamation point on my right wrist !
4. a four leaf clover on my hip next to my #5
5. My heart peace sign on my hip
6. Treble Clef behind my right ear & Clef behind my left ear. (Music Symbols for left and right hands)
7. the word "weight" on the inside of my lip.
8. a little heart on the inside of my left ring finger.
Explanations:
1. I've always believed in the eastern philosophies of existentialism. One of the main points in existentialism is that you control your own destiny and you control your own path. The term thou mayest comes from the book East of Eden by John Steinbeck where the two main characters brothers have a man-nanny who takes care of them and teaches them the mantra of thou mayest rule over sin/evil/it. Sin meaning the wrong doings you choose to make, evil meaning the wrong doings that happen to you that you do not control and it meaning your life. You choose how to look at taking that shot of tequila as bad or good, you choose how to look at and deal with the curve-balls life throws at you, you choose how to carry yourself throughout your own life. The Cherry Blossom is to accentuate the imagery of East of Eden and to commemorate the Eastern Philosophy from which this hails in Confucianism.
2. My dad doesn't wear his wedding rings he wears a gold necklace with a fisherman's cross hanging from it with his ring attached. I want to get my dad's necklace so that I always have him with me and as a reminder of why I have to keep working so hard because my day works so hard for my family I have to return the favor. :)
3. My exclamation point is to remind me to raise my hand and speak out about whatever I want. To keep having an opinion to keep questioning the future and exclaiming about the past. :)
4. My grandmother was irish she passed away 7 years ago, and I'm only 1/4 Irish but I still believe I am ridiculously lucky because of her.
5. The peace heart represents my best friend and I's relationship. She is the hippie loving sweet girl and she brings out the best in me including my hippie loving sweet side. So the peace heart is the both of us together her the peace and me the heart. All 3 of the symbols the clover and the peace heart represent the things important in my life Luck Love and Peace.
6. The Clef and Treble Clef for my love of music because it means a lot to me.
7. The word weight to remind myself and others that what you say has weight which holds you to them and binds you together. In other words to remind me and others to watch what they say.
8. the little heart on my ring finger for the future guy in my life or the present one who I'm still with in the future :)
Wow this post is longer then I thought. yay me :)
p.s. Muse = AMAZING
